If I can't seem to love myself
then how can I love someone else?
How could anyone love me
and set my shattered pieces free?
Everything will fall apart
because i can't control my heart.
I will chase you far away
and far from me you'll always stay.
How can I shackle you to this
fetid hole that's my abyss?
I just don't deserve you, dear,
this is what I truly fear.
Too much attention do I need,
upon your love I want to feed.
I'm emotional vampire,
stake my heart, set me on fire.
I desire you so much'
but feel like I am just a crutch.
Just by being me, I hurt you,
and that makes me feel so blue.
