Spirit of the Wall

Feel the spirit moving through me,

Goosebumps all along my arms.

Hear something majestic sing,

Reminds me I am free from harm,

Tells me not to be alarmed.

"Remember, you're the golden gate!

Stem the tide, that is your fate,

Everyone and thing at stake!

If you don't participate

It may truly be too late.

Understand it all? Don't try.

Sometimes thirst must be denied,

Some secrets, your brain would fry."

 I am not a normal man,

At least I don't think I am.

Part of an eternal plan,

To defend this cosmic land.

Let me take you by the hand,

Existence your biggest fan.

If you try I swear you can,

Make your long eternal stand,

Fostered by celestial bands.

Lost

Lord I'm calling out to you for help most every day.

I am lost within this world can't seem to find the way.

To be at peace within myself and all that I hold dear.

I am lost in anger, worry, strife, and lust and fear.

Will you let me fall into the darkness of abyss?

I am pleading with you God don't let it end like this.

I am calling out to you we need your guidance pleasee.

Will you show us that you're there so we may feel at ease?

I know you are here my Lord I beg you stop the tease.

I need all the help you give so others might believe.

Everyone is lost right now just floating in the breeze.

I need you to show me how to calm these autumn leaves.

Help us, I beg you, I know I can not make you.

Every second of my life I wander looking for you.

I am here, hurting for you, yearning searching always for you.

Grace yourself upon us so that we may always serve you.

Yes my Lord, I implore you, as I try hard to explore you

Read my heart for you know that I mean no dissing towards you.

As I wander, over yonder, I'll sit down and prolly ponder

What it is that I must do to know my holy father.

Give this man, this disgrace, just a little taste of grace.

Lord I want to see your face, show me Lord where is my place.

What's my fate, am I too late, I need answers now post haste.

Life's So Hard

Life's so hard throughout these days

with every trail, every way

I'm beaten, torn, and held at bay

right in the middle of the fray.

All I want is happiness

peace and joy, unending bliss

A warm embrace' a sweet soft kiss

I couldn't dream of more than this.

My only grace is God's pure hope,

it's like a strong unending rope

That helps me as I climb this slope

with all this stress it has not broke.

I try to find my way right now

even though i don't know how

Or what my simple strength allows

still i will try with humble bow.

I must thank our only God

with words and shouts of triumph trod!

Who keeps us safe as Satan prod's

our lives our hearts our very bods!

I'm strong while He does give me strength

I need no riches, fame, or rank

Care not for flesh or pride or banks

His love He gives to me at length.

I know i need not worry here

He'll give me all that i hold dear

In time he will dispel my fears

and does as i cry happy tears.

Thank you Lord for all you've done

for with your help I've always won

Still with trials weighing tons

i will survive for I'm his son.