Form of Light

The other day, thought I could see
my form of light and energy.
An immortal being set free
of these mortal furnishings.
Like a rainbow i did glimmer
as my body fiercely shimmered.
Glistening across the spectrum
such beautiful harmonization.
I wield a flame of truth and light.
Framed with my emerald might,
I will preach and i will fight.
With my wings i will take flight,
through the day and through the night.
Red giant held by golden chains,
what are the consequential gains?

Images flow through my veins.
I long to know all of my names.
Care not for riches rank or fame,
seek knowledge before it wanes.
What do all the visions mean?
Do i swim against the stream?
Everything around me seems
to be so full of suffering.
Times soon come where we must gather,
for the ever looming battle.
Trust yourself unless you'd rather
see the end of all that matters.
Most say I'm mad as a hatter.
They can not fathom the chatter,
of the great cacophony,
the symphony inside of me.

Early Gibbering

Feel them gibber in my mind,

Barely taking any time,

Punishment for prideful crimes,

Try to fight them off with rhymes.

“Help me Lord I beg you please!”

I drop praying on my knees,

Seeking just some sweet release,

From the evil ones that tease.

Go away! Leave me alone!

Take away this haunting  drone!

I no longer want to moan,

Why must I feel so alone!

You already took all I had!

Already I’ve been driven mad!

What else can you take from me?

My life is only tragedy!

You took what is most precious to me,

my mind was all I had you see!

Reduced me only to debris!

Took from me my jubilee!

I am still a detainee,

Why can’t you just let me be!

Banish them Lord, I decree.

Shade me under your fig tree,

Give me honey from the bee

Bathe me in the holy sea.

Ponderance of the Fall

Golden gate on violet wall,

What will happen if you fall?

Why do I want to find out?

Am I just a selfish lout?

Is it curiosity

Or does a deeper meaning seethe?

What would I be setting free?

Some thing from which we all would flee?

Behind the bricks of glowing black,

Something strange is held far back,

Knowledge of it's nature slack,

But the wall it wants to crack.

I could open wide the door,

Just to find out what its for,

Violate my only chore,

Just because I'm wanting more.

But deep down I know I can't,

Even though I hear the chant,

Of a loud gibbering rant,

Breathing with a heavy pant.

I may wonder, its my right.

I am an eternal might,

Gate and wall and wolf and light,

With an equal does of night.

I will go on wondering,

About all and everything,

that's just what I do you see,

Just be glad you are not me.

What a cup that I must bear,

Always at my mind they tear,

Always trying hard to scare,

I will just no longer care.

Wandering Mind

Wandering mind where do you roam?

Marching through the marsh and loam,

Why must you feel so alone,

Will you ever come back home?

Saunter off into the sky,

Far into the stars I fly,

Soaring till the end of time,

 Long eternity to bide.

Here we are, here we stand,

Atoms of a cosmic hand!

Players in celestial bands,

Part of something very grand.

We don't even know our scale,

Or from whence or where we hail.

Into infinity we sail,

Pierce the evanescent veil.