I am as I am

Most people seem to think I'm crazy,
possessing mind so sick and hazy,
its not my fault that they don't see,
and hear the things I have since three.

I don't see much, anymore,
at times my blockage I abhor.
But from my mind, the visions pour,
and my spirit form, they soar.

I can not say what they mean,
their true meanings I don't deem.
I won't lie and say I glean,
much acumen from the scenes.

My gift is not interpretation,
others find the imputation,
I strive for the revelation,
existential intimation.

We are cosmic congregations,
trying to form our new nations,
ones of greater acceptations,
universal proclamations.

Try to banish limitation,
find personal inclination,
introspection, incubation,
maturation, adaptation.

Its time for invigoration,
banish the indoctrination,
I will cause much perturbation,
caring not for reputation.

You need some good meditation,
spiritual resuscitation,
heart and soul stabilization,
cleansing of contamination.

Join us, collectivization,
it is reorganization,
such strong diversification,
soon there comes great escalation.

 [to be continued]

Fraying Threads

The threads in the tapestry fray.
edges blur, undefined.
Returning to the beginning.
that empty nothingness.
The bane of all.
It has already begun to consume us.
Barely held at bay,
it approaches,
a gibbering mass of pure consumption.
Life itself hangs in the balance.
Good and evil must unite,
angels and demons fight against inverted existence.
False gods hold the world hostage.
Blinding us to truth and light.
Furthering the cause of falsehood and nothingness.
We kill our own planet, our own brothers,
our harmonious symbiotes, all dying betwixt greed's jaws.
People die in the streets without so much as a glance.
Little love exists amid our species.
The old ways are all but dead now.
Things are changing,
Gaia herself fights back.
We fight for existence as we know it.
There is no other option, defeat would be much worse than death.
The seeds must be sown now
before it is too late.
We must return to the roots
or all will be lost.

Form of Light

The other day, thought I could see
my form of light and energy.
An immortal being set free
of these mortal furnishings.
Like a rainbow i did glimmer
as my body fiercely shimmered.
Glistening across the spectrum
such beautiful harmonization.
I wield a flame of truth and light.
Framed with my emerald might,
I will preach and i will fight.
With my wings i will take flight,
through the day and through the night.
Red giant held by golden chains,
what are the consequential gains?

Images flow through my veins.
I long to know all of my names.
Care not for riches rank or fame,
seek knowledge before it wanes.
What do all the visions mean?
Do i swim against the stream?
Everything around me seems
to be so full of suffering.
Times soon come where we must gather,
for the ever looming battle.
Trust yourself unless you'd rather
see the end of all that matters.
Most say I'm mad as a hatter.
They can not fathom the chatter,
of the great cacophony,
the symphony inside of me.

Attack of the Legion

The gate's almost ready to fall,
still no one answers the call.
Army gone, just me alone,
'gainst the tides i am so prone.

Head is spinning stomach churning,
everything it tastes like burning,
bitter bile spewing forth,
hear the screaming of the earth.

Laughing legions tearing at me,
ones these eyes just can not see,
ah but i could hear them well,
screaming from the depths of hell.

Body shaking like a seizure,
head is splitting like a fissure,
drink to try and block it out,
fight with geologic shout.

Lights dancing before my eyes,
demons screaming horrid lies!
They try to press me to the gate,
"unlocking it is your fate,
already you are far too late,
your hand is all it really takes!"

But I refuse and how they rail,
with unearthly warbling wails,
there's no choice I cannot fail,
our universe so very frail.

They are not demons per say,
more like cosmic eth'ral fae,
that want to see us in our graves,
but we will survive the fray.

Call of Grubash

I’ll pound the drums within your head

Until you wish that you were dead

You’re already full of dread

Upon your very soul I tread!

Feel the beatinbambulation

Of vile purcussionation

You shall fall forth from your station

I am your elimination!

I will find the resonance

Of your feeble wall’s defense

Your cracks I already sense

And I know you’re very tense!

One day your wall will finally fall

Then my foe I’ll have a ball

I will laugh and see you crawl

Legions shall invade the halls!

Give it up you are too weak!

Why do you not even speak?

Don’t you know you are a freak?

All your strength it starts to leak!

There’s no chance for you to win!

Wall and gate are worn too thin!

Gather all your useless friends!

More meat only makes me grin!

Your mate already ran away!

Far from you she’ll always stay!

She didn’t even hear your brays!

Her love it was only a phase!

You can not withstand my drums!

I resound with evil thrums!

You only twiddle your thumbs

As you lick your bleeding gums!

You will die within the caves

Then you will become my slave

I will make your soul behave

After you lie in your grave!

You are my eternal toy

Never knowing love or joy

You are just a little boy

Trying to act like you’re coy!

You can not call out to her!

Or her little mangy cur!

She will never save your fur!

Help to you she won’t confer!

She hates you now boy can’t you see!

Her love was only a tease!

Even begging on your knees

She did not answer your pleas!

Give in to us you know you must

You have no one left to trust

Hinges of your gate they rust

Soon your mind will surely bust!

For your soul I surely thirst

I will always do my worst

I will make you scream and burst

Eternally you now are cursed!

Astral Leech

Something chewed my foot last night,

Chomping down with all it's might.

I could feel it digging in

Yet it never broke the skin.

Shaking my foot all around

As my heart beat might'ly pounds.

Let me go! I try to say

But it would not go away.

What was latched onto my foot?

I was scared to take a look.

Not until the spider bite

Did I dare turn on the light.

The arachnid, all I saw,

Was there nothing there at all?

But I felt it biting down,

Making not a single sound.

In my mind I saw it there,

As it tried to drain me bare.

An astral leech maybe? Perhaps.

Who knows what should take the rap?

It's gone now but may return,

Some kind of evil astral worm.

Ponderance of the Fall

Golden gate on violet wall,

What will happen if you fall?

Why do I want to find out?

Am I just a selfish lout?

Is it curiosity

Or does a deeper meaning seethe?

What would I be setting free?

Some thing from which we all would flee?

Behind the bricks of glowing black,

Something strange is held far back,

Knowledge of it's nature slack,

But the wall it wants to crack.

I could open wide the door,

Just to find out what its for,

Violate my only chore,

Just because I'm wanting more.

But deep down I know I can't,

Even though I hear the chant,

Of a loud gibbering rant,

Breathing with a heavy pant.

I may wonder, its my right.

I am an eternal might,

Gate and wall and wolf and light,

With an equal does of night.

I will go on wondering,

About all and everything,

that's just what I do you see,

Just be glad you are not me.

What a cup that I must bear,

Always at my mind they tear,

Always trying hard to scare,

I will just no longer care.

Spirit of the Wall

Feel the spirit moving through me,

Goosebumps all along my arms.

Hear something majestic sing,

Reminds me I am free from harm,

Tells me not to be alarmed.

"Remember, you're the golden gate!

Stem the tide, that is your fate,

Everyone and thing at stake!

If you don't participate

It may truly be too late.

Understand it all? Don't try.

Sometimes thirst must be denied,

Some secrets, your brain would fry."

 I am not a normal man,

At least I don't think I am.

Part of an eternal plan,

To defend this cosmic land.

Let me take you by the hand,

Existence your biggest fan.

If you try I swear you can,

Make your long eternal stand,

Fostered by celestial bands.

Battle Song From the Wall

It's time to play the battle song!

Ring the bells and sound the gongs,

War will soon be raging on.

Everything just seems so wrong,

Nearly lost amid the throng.

Pull the chains and shut the gate!

No time left to hesitate.

This is our eternal fate,

Hurry now 'fore its too late,

We already set the bait.

Struggle born in eons past,

Secrets just beyond our grasp,

Awakening now at last,

This is just my fated task,

In my destiny I'll bask.

No one else can understand

How hard I fight for this land,

Nobody to take my hand,

As I make another stand,

All part of the master plan.