From anger

Keep your junkie stuntin' frontin' self away from me.

Your drama and scheming in my life's not what I need.

I need you to step back off me 'fore I make you bleed.

Open up your eyes 'cause there are things that we must see.

Step up, I beg you, and I know I can not make you

But I feel that I must shake you from the lies inside your head.

Seeing this new fake you fills my soul with awful dread.

And I know that this path is trying to see you dead.

Wake up for your kids' sake before it is far too late.

Make a plan and take a stand to change this awful fate.

I can't have you in my life for you will bring me down

I've been down for far too long to keep staying around.

I know I hurt your feelings but I feel it must be done.

You seem you are willing but you are the only one

Who can start to fight a battle that is rarely won.

I should not have helped you so much, I enabled you.

But that part of both our lives is over now, its through.

I have nothing that you need and truth you now eschew.

Think quite hard and you will find that life can start anew.

Incomprehensible

Apparently, I don't understand anyone.
The sheer audacity....
The baffling greed....
The visceral avarice
Towards all:
And tidally t'wards the self.
Squander all that is yours
And all that is mine.
As I too squandered it.

I have nothing and still....
You would take it all.
Without qualm,
Smiling through feeble lies.
Dying....
In front of our eyes.

Tough love is all I have.
I've needed it myself.
I fed you no lies,
Trying to open your eyes.
Name one time: One,
That I took advantage of you.
I wish all of us: enough.
I pray for hope to shine brighter.