I don't want to wait
another hundred thousand years,
trapped within the darkness
of my anguish shame and fears.
Now that you have found me,
how can I let you go?
What is going on
and will release I ever know?
I am lost and shattered,
dredging up despair.
Now the panic rises
dreading you will not be there!
How long have I waited?
How long has it been?
When will I find grace and love
by finding you again?
Please don't leave without me,
please don't pass me by.
I feel like I've waited here
for most the whole of time.
And yet, I'll keep on waiting.
I have no other choice.
I just want to glimpse your face
and hear your soothing voice.
I am searching for you,
screaming in the night.
Grace yourself upon me
so my soul once more takes flight.
Nov 9, 2018
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