I don't think I can be happy anymore.
In fact, I don't even want to be.
the only reason I'm alive is
that I don't want to hurt my family and animals with suicide.
but I want death, badly.
maybe tonight, my dreams will come true
and I will finally die in my sleep.
I will not hide anymore.
Everything hurts and I want it to end.
Please, just let me die.
