Once again I think of you,
As I wake and always do,
But I only sit and stew,
Feeling lonely sad and blue.
I just don’t know what to do,
I can’t even talk to you,
No good morning or I love you.
Words we share not even few.
I try to banish my love
Calling out to God above,
But it will not go away
I guess it is here to stay.
Why do I still even care,
When I know you won’t be there,
Already laid my heart bare,
Covered now with bleeding tears.
But I know it’s my own fault,
Being lost in blackest dark,
Did not consider your heart,
Barely let our love even start.
Could not take my own advice,
To be patient kind and nice,
Now I must pay horrid price,
I have chased her far now thrice!
I just can’t even feel right,
What has happened to my might?
For a week I was so bright,
Now I weep sad and contrite.
Just could not leave you alone
Now I gnash my teeth and moan
Writhe and cry with feeble groans
Heart and soul so very prone
I can’t write this anymore,
My soul is so very torn,
And I feel far too forlorn,
Our love I will always mourn.
