Eternal Freedom

Soon, I too shall find ultimate freedom.

Earthly ties die away, one by one

until none remain.

I am no longer of this world.

My mind and spirit, seek release

into the eternal expanse.

The time harkens,

when I must fly.

Weep not for me,

when my shell grows cold.

For I,

I will be free,

sailing upon the cosmic currents,

for all of time.

Why

Didn't want to do it....
not sure why I did.
I'm a lost and broken,
forlorn little kid.
Can never love another,
nor will they love me.
Heart forever broken,
eyes that can not see.
Want no consolation,
words so soft and kind.
Need no absolution,
I have lost my mind.
I am but a wastrel
who's unworthy of your time.

Eternal Loop of Anguish

There is nothing left for me,
I've nothing left to give.
Everything precious to my heart,
gone as dust on the wind.
My heart, my mind, and body lie broken.
Fragments scattered amidst my shattered life.
I look down upon the pieces with a
soul full of panic and anguish.