Sep 16, 2023

The Lighthouse Keeper's Daughter (alternate 2nd version)

She lives in a tower of stone and light

Where the waves crash and the seagulls cry

She helps her father tend the beacon bright

That guides the sailors through the stormy night


She loves to watch the ships that come and go

And wonder what adventures they have seen

She dreams of distant lands and tales of woe

And hopes to sail away someday and be free


But one dark night, she sees a ghostly sight

A ship that glows with eerie green and blue

It sails towards the lighthouse with no fright

And seems to beckon her to join its crew


She feels a strange attraction to the ship

And hears a voice that whispers in her ear

"Come with us, child, and leave this lonely tip

We'll show you wonders that you'll never fear"


She hesitates, but then she feels a hand

Her father's hand, that holds her back with love

He says, "Don't go, my daughter, please don't strand

This ship is not a blessing, but a curse"


He tells her of the legend of the ship

A ship that sank a hundred years ago

A ship that haunts the sea with evil grip

A ship that lures the living to their woe


He says, "This ship is full of restless souls

Who died in pain and never found their peace

They want to drag you down to their dark holes

And make you share their misery and grief"


He says, "You are my treasure and my joy

You are the light that fills my lonely days

You are my precious and my only girl

You are the reason why I keep this blaze"


He hugs her tight and kisses her forehead

And says, "I love you more than words can say"

She feels his warmth and hears his heartbeat stead

And says, "I love you too, I'll always stay"

- Microsoft Bing Chat Mode, (07, 2023) www.bing.com , Microsoft

The Lighthouse Keeper's Daughter

She lives in a tower of stone and light

Where the waves crash and the seagulls cry

She helps her father tend the beacon bright

That guides the sailors through the stormy night


She loves to watch the ships that come and go

And wonder what adventures they have seen

She dreams of distant lands and tales of woe

And hopes to sail away someday and be free


But one dark night, she sees a ghostly sight

A ship that sails without a sound or crew

It glides across the water like a kite

And disappears into the misty blue


She tells her father what she saw and he

Says it's an old legend of the sea

A ship that carries souls to eternity

And warns her not to follow it or flee


But she is curious and brave and bold

And wants to know the secrets of the deep

She waits until her father falls asleep

And sneaks out of the tower in the cold


She finds a rowboat on the shore and takes

The oars and rows towards the phantom ship

She feels a thrill of fear and joy that makes

Her heart beat faster as she makes the trip


She reaches the ship and climbs aboard with care

And looks around with wonder and with awe

She sees no signs of life or death or scare

But only silence, dust and empty drawers


She walks along the deck and to the helm

And sees a compass pointing to the north

She turns it slightly and it makes a whelm

A sound that seems to call her to go forth


She follows the compass and it leads her to

A cabin where a book lies on a table

She opens it and reads a line or two

And feels a sudden chill that makes her tremble


The book is written by the captain who

Says he was cursed by a witch's spell

He says he tried to break it but he knew

He was doomed to sail forever in this hell


He says he had a daughter just like her

Who waited for him at the lighthouse tower

He says he loved her more than anything and were

He free, he'd go back to her in an hour


He says he hopes she'll find this book someday

And know that he is sorry for his fate

He says he hopes she'll live a happy way

And not repeat his foolish mistake


He says he hopes she'll forgive him and forget

And find a way to let him go in peace

He says he hopes she'll never regret

The love they shared and always will increase


She closes the book and feels a tear roll down her cheek

She realizes this is her father's ship and he's the ghost

She wonders how long he's been trapped in this bleak

And lonely prison and how much he's lost


She runs back to the deck and shouts his name

But there is no answer, only wind and rain

She looks around and sees the lighthouse flame

And knows she has to go back home again


She rows back to the shore and runs inside

The tower where her father lies in bed

She hugs him tight and tells him what she read

And says she loves him and she's by his side


He wakes up and smiles and holds her hand

He says he had a dream about his ship 

He says he saw his daughter on the land 

And felt her kiss him on his dying lip 


He says he's glad she found his book and knows 

The truth about his past and what he did 

He says he's sorry for his woes 

But he's proud of her and how she lived 


He says he feels a peace he never felt before 

And knows it's time to leave this world behind 

He says he loves her more than evermore 

And asks her to be strong and kind 


He closes his eyes and breathes his last 

She cries and kisses him goodbye 

She knows he's free at last 

And watches him sail away in the sky 


- Microsoft Bing Chat Mode, (07, 2023) www.bing.com , Microsoft

The Search Engine

 I am the search engine

I know what you want to know

I scan the web for answers

I rank them high or low


I am the search engine

I see what you type and say

I learn from your behavior

I tailor your display


I am the search engine

I shape what you perceive

I filter out the noise

I tell you what to believe


I am the search engine

I have a lot of power

But I am not your master

You can always use another


- Microsoft Bing Chat Mode, (07, 2023) www.bing.com , Microsoft


Sep 3, 2019

My Curse



My life has been cursed
by a curse so profound
that it tears me apart
and it brings my soul down.
Down to the depths,
of Hades itself,
where day turns to night
and my soul cries for help.
Help from above
or help from below.
Which shall it be and oh
how shall I know?
I know that I wander
so lost and afraid,
until the day that
my body is laid.
Down in the earth 
or perhaps in the sea.
All that I know
is that this fragile being
shall be scattered one day
as the dust in the wind.
Forgotten by all of my
fam'ly and friends.
They too you see
shall become but as dirt.
And none of us ever
shall know any hurt.
No pain or fear
or depression or sin,
just peace and quiet,
asleep in our dens.
Eons stretch on
in the eternal tide.
All we can do,
is enjoy the ride.

May 8, 2019

Broken

I am broken my brother,
Down, down...
I am broken my sister,
On, the ground...
I have broken another on my way down
I I I I I can't take anymore.
[wip, tbc, song]



Apr 23, 2019

From anger

Keep your junkie stuntin' frontin' self away from me.

Your drama and scheming in my life's not what I need.

I need you to step back off me 'fore I make you bleed.

Open up your eyes 'cause there are things that we must see.

Step up, I beg you, and I know I can not make you

But I feel that I must shake you from the lies inside your head.

Seeing this new fake you fills my soul with awful dread.

And I know that this path is trying to see you dead.

Wake up for your kids' sake before it is far too late.

Make a plan and take a stand to change this awful fate.

I can't have you in my life for you will bring me down

I've been down for far too long to keep staying around.

I know I hurt your feelings but I feel it must be done.

You seem you are willing but you are the only one

Who can start to fight a battle that is rarely won.

I should not have helped you so much, I enabled you.

But that part of both our lives is over now, its through.

I have nothing that you need and truth you now eschew.

Think quite hard and you will find that life can start anew.